I’ve realized over the last few days what a gift it is to be the supportive partner to a woman who is giving birth. I get to be protective and nurturing in way that Lyn does not because she has to be focused on herself and getting her body through to the finish line. I remember from my own labor how completely self-absorbing the experience of labor is. I didn’t think about the imminent arrival of Leigh during labor. Mostly I thought about getting myself through the next hurdle. I wasn’t being selfish, it’s just that labor is a pretty all-encompassing experience; there simply isn’t room for anything or anyone else.
This time around I actually get to focus on my love for the people involved. I get to take good care of my wife and do everything in my power to help her have a positive and healthy experience. I get to take care of my baby-to-be, sending him positive energy he goes through the most difficult experience of his life so far. This is an experience unique to the non-gestational parent. You get to pull yourself out of your own head and really be there for two people you love. I didn’t realize until there was great need how satisfying I would find that experience.
As for the update, things are looking pretty good. Lyn got back good labs today that leaves us feeling hopeful. Our induction date is somewhat later than we had thought it would be — not until early in the last week of May. It still may get moved up, but the later date will allow us time to work on less invasive induction/preparation methods like acupuncture.
The milk project continues to go well. On Sunday I pumped 9mL, on Monday 15mL, and on Tuesday 30mL. We’ll see what I get today. These amounts might seem tiny, but the pattern looks vaguely exponential to me (with an equation looking something like 5e^0.6). If this trend continues, then in a week I’ll be pumping about 68 ounces a day and my breasts will explode.
Oh, and eagle eyed readers will note the use of the pronoun “he.” Yes, dear readers and friends, we are having a boy. So there’s another new experience we’ll get to write about!